Last year, I was all about boys, all my friends were boys, I had a boyfriend too, but earlier this year I heard many messages about girls getting abused by their boyfriends, and how women were not created to be for men’s purposes. (<— forgive me if that is completely wrong) And it defiantly threw some sense into me, I still was deeply in like with boys, but I started to hang out with girls more often, I met a few girls this last Summer, and they also there plenty of sense into me, absoloutly NO boys, some (meaning ONE) were so serious about me not having a boyfriend at my age that they swore they would smack me, I’m glad I have those friends.
I’ve realized that boys can’t fill that gap in my heart, only God can, I’m always going to struggle with that, but i’m human, and its going to happen sooner or later, but I haven’t heard one thing about not being able to have friends- close friends- I have great friends now, I hope I never loose them, because if they weren’t around when I needed them the most, I don’t know what would have happened. And I’m so glad that God sent those people straight into my life, I love them so much.